This really means NO MORE SORROW

Yeah u have heard it rite
No more IRONY of "NO MORE SORROW"
This means Neal is saying " F**k the sorrow of your life and be  Happy person"
Always smile like this 
 " : ))))) " 
A smile costs nothing Its totally free.. 
If u are expecting sadness from this blog anymore then This is not ur page.
why aren't u smiling :) 
Told u na smile is Free
Just smile.Shoot the tears and be a happy person.
If u are a happy person then you will get what ever you want. Trust me on that. In spite of being happy if u aren't getting the desired thing then understand Its not the correct time for u to get it or thats not the right thing for you.
: D
Just SMILE ALWAYS.  

CHANGE AGAIN

This post is titled as change again :) and this time change is for the good.

I was talking about the special friend of mine in Facebook and at last i said that "BUT FATE IS NEVER BY MY SIDE" I was wrong. I learnt that there is nothing called FATE . Its DESTINY. And u get to choose your destiny by doing the right actions at the right time & u get what u want . If u fail to do so u dont get it and hence blame FATE which is nonexistent .I learnt these things through experiences and they hav helped me to change.

The thing i want to say here is that on my last blog i said "I Love her,........." something like that

But the truth is that i am really confused now a days as i am not sure what to do .... .... coz i really hav no idea what will be "the right action" & when will be the "the right time" . The truth is that when ever i see her pic, or wenever she sms es my heart skips a beat.

I am kind of a introvert person and every evening i think about calling her but somehow i cant.

Lets see. If life is a stream/river let me just float on it and let the current take me to my destiny

Life is too much complicated t handle. So i shld just ignore the problems :D

It feels like hell u know when u cant express ur feelings to the person u Love :)

Thats all for todays post

Cya ltr

:)

Your love is a lie

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie

Your love is just a lie

Change is the part of Life

I like talking with her! She is a very sweet girl! I am not gonna reveal her name here but i think if she is reading this she might be able to understand that i am referring to her! Months passed we talked on Facebook! We even exchanged numbers! We started smsing each other even after goin online from FB .

She was one of the very few girls with whom I was so close. But i started to hav feelings for her!

She might not be the most beautiful girl in the world but she is beautiful in my eyes

("BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER") I just love her eyes!!

We still havent met or talked on Phone though! this is really strange Without even talking to her or even meeting her i hav fallen in LOVE with her. LIFE has taken a full circle !! Days started becoming longer Nights were sleepless and cold! I thought these happens only in BOLYWOOD MOVIES but it happens in real life too!!! !! BUT FATE IS NEVER BY MY SIDE !!!! :(

Life has changed

Life has changed a lot since my last postings

My school life is over

and that means the beginning of a new journey

Journey to the unknown

Recently my activity at facebook has increased and i have made many new friends both virtual and real.

after my school life lot of other things also started and many things ended!!!!

All my frustrations were gone , and i grew a new habit of SMOKING !! which i hav almost quit !!!

My college life is totally different !

Its the IT industry ! here there is no place for frustrations !! here Humans are robots!!! no place for feelings here.

It was the month of November i met some one at FACEBOOK! Then we became very good friends and i hope we will continue to be friends.

TO BE CONTINUED.............................

My insides all turned to ash

My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day

Whats happening with me?

Why am i becoming so rude?

Suddenly no one likes me!!

My friends started to avoid me!!

is this becoz of my behavior?

Wats happening to me!!!

I cant concentrate on any thing!

I am thinking of things i never thought before!

I am thinking of blood shed which gives me relief from my sufferrings

This is not right!

I was never like this!

Why am i becoming violent?

I was never like this!

Suddenly violence,murder and blood shed entertains me!!

Am i becoming mad?

DOES INFATUATION TRIGGERS TO THIS SORT OF BEHAVIOR?

i dont know!!

but what i do know is if this thing continues i will completely loose myself!!