Life is messed up

Whats new in it u will say??

(Some times i wonder there are no readers at all in my blog still y do i write so much?)

It has been a long time since i wrote here! things hav taken many turns(that includes lefat , right and U turns)

I last talked about when i met her for the first and last time after that we were in contact just by simple texts ..  all these stuffs are not important.

Though i wanted to talk with her on phone she always avoided i Hated that when that happened ... Still i kept on texting her(like a jerk).. Months passed . August September October just text text text........

It was 22nd October 2010 she insulted me like anything 

She wrote " if u hav to give me these pinches then its better u dont text me .U keep ur USELESS TEXTS and CALLS to Urself. am i a fool? i very well knew that u were trying to call me"

Now what the fuck was that huh??

what was my mistake??

i asked her " Whats wrong with you ? if u want u can share with me if u consider me worthy enough a friend to share your pains as i am always there for you"

so After reading that text i asked myself" DO U HAV ANY SELF RESPECT ?" 

so i stopped texting her from that point...

So believe me i didn text her the entire October ( i just kept on seeing the old texts and conversations and those sweet messages in my old phone)

it was 1st November.. She textd "have a very happy diwali week ahed" Diwali was on 5th November ..

so i avoided the text then

in the following days things developed

again on diwali night she texted happy diwali

to which i coldly replied "sme to u "

Then started everything

Her -why are u so cold ignorant and rude?

Me- i just dont wanna say anything useless

Her-u could hav said something good

i didn reply for quite some time 

Her- please reply ......... why arent u replying??

Me- what do u want to know?

After many such texts she finaly wrote

" can things be the way it was like before?"

i replied "I dont know  good night "

Now the things that revolved arrnd my mind were out of bound 

The following days she always texted "please give me your answer "

i said to her" let things be the way you want"

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(to be contunied later when i feel like writing again)